Friday 28 October 2016: Katharina Schuttler 

It has been a strange time, for me, in reference to my sexual arousal of you, at times, I feel deep sarrow of the times, previously, I had ejaculated without you, but still, I am in constant state of arousal, in my soul, then at the times, my penis becomes sexually aroused, everything feels perfect, happy, lively, as the newness of spring time; now, even though, I can have completed freedom, in how, I would enjoy to masturbate, still, the orgams are very strong, I have to braise myself, or I would fall, and during the time, of ejaculation, I am a very minimal unconsciousness, of the environment around me but I am more aware of the sexual imagery of having sex and I sense great pleasure, which lasts several minutes.