When I think about returning to the United Kingdom, next month, I feel sad, for the grief of my mom. It would be the first time I will enter the United Kingdom, itself, since my mom past. When I visited London in 2009, my mom was still alive and living in Seattle, WA. When I arrived at Heathrow Airport, when I saw a public pay phone, I called my mom, who was in Seattle. I think the saddest part of arriving in London, will be the first time I see my biological Father Prince Charles, since I was a toddler. Sad for obvious reasons, I am what is left of my mom, in the physical existence.